I just want to go to sleep, and never wake up…
I’m just done with my life. I hate having anxiety, and depression. I hate how much my past comes to haunt me. I always try to forget about my past, but it always comes up and it will never go away. I regret a lot of things that I have done in my life time so far, and I wish I could take it back but I can’t. I also wish I could live a normal life. Where I don’t suffer from depression, or, have anxiety attacks. Where I can actually have a normal conversation with a person without having any long pauses and then being quite. It sucks that throughout the day I always ask myself “Why am I here? What is my purpose? Why am I even alive?”
I feel like killing myself right now.
I will be disappearing from tumblr, instagram, and facebook for a month, maybe a year, maybe more. I’m just going to keep to myself.
I really do wish I had the funds right now just to see her, and make it up to her. I really don’t want to lose her.